The battle between logic and feelings, too many thoughts circling around your brain. You want to believe that there is a solution but you can't. That downward spiral of negative thinking takes over you.
Suicide I desperately want to tell someone but who I can't tell my best friend or my mother that I want to die they'd panic and can't tell my therapist for fear of not being taken seriously or told I'm over reacting or told I'm not suicidal enough.
Many of problems, worries and even anxiety happen because of imbalance. Especially it works for women, we fall into the state of depression more often simply because we are wired to give and can’t stop when it’s a time.
I do not think it possible to "live a happy life" once one loses a child or children. I think one can feel happy, however it is always veiled in the sorrow of burying your child. Glimpses of happiness are the best I get.~~Bethany's Mom, Suzanne V.