You don't know how much i love you, but i'd forget whats happening now and run right to you, if only you could see and talk to me, but if you wanted to you'd make the same effort as i am now to put a life back together we once had 3 years ago. xZx
I had a conversation with someone I care about and love yesterday and it inspired me to write this. You have the power to control everything in your life. I know that sounds easier said then done. You probably read quotes all day long and they sound good for that second and you forget them quickly. When you find one that relates to you really think about it. Your the driver in this life no one else. It's up to YOU to make changes and grow. The world is your playground YOU choose how you want…
I'm moving on. Goodbye Steven. I thought u were the one. I was wrong. That's ok tho. I have hill. U will find someone who isn't all fucked up like myself. U were my first love. Ur always on my mind. One day I'll truly fully let go. I will be happy again. I need that day to be today.
I hope you know how much you meant to me. I know i treated you terribly and i don't deserve to ever hear from you again. But i will never love anyone the way i loved you. I want you to have the best life possible with someone who will love you the way i shouldve and who deserves your beautiful, kind, generous, loving heart. I'm sorry for the pain i caused you all those years and i hope you forget it all and remember the good only. You are the greatest Mother and Woman te amo mi amor.