I do not think it possible to "live a happy life" once one loses a child or children. I think one can feel happy, however it is always veiled in the sorrow of burying your child. Glimpses of happiness are the best I get.~~Bethany's Mom, Suzanne V. Morgan
Maylea, I want you to hear this clearly, I love you with all of my heart and always will. I LOVE YOU, I want you to be happy and I know you don't want happy with us anymore so its time to stop, we can't force a relationship if only one of us wants it baby. Go now and find the happiness you deserve wherever that is, you know it isn't with me.