'' What are you doing here Arthur ? '' Francis came into the room and sat opposite side of me. I didn't or couldn't answered him. I just stared into the blank sky. Francis sighed; '' We're not talking today I think. Alright.. Here are your pills then..'' He put a cup onto the floor. I looked into it , they were making me disgust from myself but without them, I wasn't feeling anything that my own. So I took them.