Honestly. It's just a stupid crush. He hardly is even aware of your existence. Don't waste your time. He isn't wasting his thinking about you when there are so many other prettier, thinner, funnier, and happier girls around.
French-born novelist, passionate eroticist and short story writer, who gained international fame with her journals. Spanning the years from 1931 to 1974, they give an account of one woman's voyage of self-discovery. "It's all right for a woman to be, above all, human. I am a woman first of all." (from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, vol. I, 1966)