I still stop, look around me and think ... Did that just happen? I don't think I will ever recover from losing you. That void will be forever deep. I miss our chats, your advice, your wisdom and security.
Emm... Really?! This is so inaccurate it hurts. I am ALWAYS aware of how things will feel, it's called "experience". What's more - this is a reason of my anxiety and panic attacks - being aware of how some situation will feel, how it will hurt and not being able to avoid it - it's the worse.