Im not giving up until i hear or get something from u saying u r done. But if one day, ONE DAY, I just decided that I can't do this anymore, just please know that I've tried and done my very best. I gave everything just to fight for us. The stress, tears, fights, and sleep less nights, Im honestly, emotionally and physically drained. I may not look like it, bc i dont want ppl to worry. And there's never a day when I cant even stop thinking about you. And i hope u r doing the same on ur end.
Gravity Falls was this for me. But now its ending and I cant stop crying. You guys may think that's stupid, but you don't understand. GF helped me concentrate on therioes, and the characters other then the sad things in my life.
And today I realized that I am the biggest hypocrite of them all. I tell everyone to keep holding on, that there is light at the end. That everything gets better as long as you continue to wait. I always tell people to have hope. That they need to keep trying because it is too early to give up, that they have so much to live for. Then there is me, and I am barely holding on.