It's really sad when you don't speak to someone anymore who once had a very positive impact on your life but that's now a negative thing as they're no longer there and there's nothing you can do about it. It's a really bittersweet thing to move on with life because you can't avoid it but the more I think about it the more sad it seems and I don't like it. I wish I could speak to people I don't see anymore one more time to tell them how much they meant to me
We both must grow in our own separate lives as individuals... That doesnt mean we EVER have to grow apart as a couple. 1, 5, and even 10 years from now, we will look back at this time as the turning point in our relationship where we decided that WE were WORTH THE FIGHT!! I will NEVER give up on this LOVE and I promise you that WE will find a way for BOTH of US to grow SEPARATELY - TOGETHER!! I LOVE YOU H2O!!
So my best friend sent me this earlier. She never does deep emotional announcements or signs of affection. I was quite touched with the words, and then she told me it was because she could share her toilet humour with me. "True love is not having to hold your farts in anymore."