YES "I know this feeling. It's an all consuming feeling of emptiness and loneliness. Even when you have people that care about you. You still feel alone and empty. And you want to just cry out for help but the emptiness consumes you.
The worst feeling isn't being lonely. It's being forgotten by someone you would never forget.
"Whenever I have a good few months and I think I've gotten over the worst of my depression, it silently returns. This isn't a battle I asked to fight. I'm tired of knowing it's always coming back." I feel like this exactly