So I've learned through the darkest & loneliest moments when this rears it's ugly head again, that you just have to let it run it's course...it's the only way out. Break down in that moment, let it out - the more you fight it, the longer it takes, you have to start all over again.Nobody can see you, so just go for it.
You've already met the one. You already made your commitment to me and to God. And no, as I said again, I'm not perfect and I am getting better every single day. And trust me, I will be the guy that is right for you and is there for you no matter what. I already am, even if you can't see it. But what I want to do is be an (almost) perfect guy. And you'll see that through my actions and commitment to you every day over this break, I swear.
Donr feeling this way when it comes to you. I want the smiles, laughters, surprises of what the day would be with conversations, learning something new eith each other, no more silly things. I found a way to make myself happy :-) what to join in?
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤