I don't compete with anyone and don't compare me with anyone else. I want, and deserve to be, someone's first choice. "I'm not a one in a million kind of girl, I'm a once in a lifetime kind of woman." Treat me good and I'll treat you even better.
Depression is a monster that won't let go. What's worse is people don't understand. Then you lose those people, (I did), that meant the most to me all due the cruelty of someone who wanted to hurt me more. He succeeded. Why? Because he could and I couldn't fight a narcissist ass.
i feel empty yet so full of emotion like the smallest thing could push me over the edge what do you do when there’s nothing but pain left inside you and what if everythin we were looking for only existed in our dreams how do you explain something you don’t even understand yourself