Do you find yourself giving too much of yourself to other people? Do you find yourself exhausted & emotionally sucked dry. Do the people you give so much of your love & time to take you for granted? It's time to stop running after approval & love from those not capable of giving back to you. Your Mantra for stopping this crazy behavior is: "When helping you is hurting me. I cannot help you anymore". Now walk away.
Learned the hard way, DON'T DO THIS FOR A NARCISSIST! Never ever, ever, stand by someone that treats you badly and says one thing but does another, i.e. says he loves you, NEVER shows it, is abuse. Run. Believe me, it is better to be alone than in a relationship with a person that uses your good heart and your good soul.
Dear God, I'm trying my best but I need some rest. I'm tired & drained. Will you please renew my emotionally dead heart? Will you restore my mind? Will you breathe life into me? God, take who I made for who you created me to be. I need more & more everyday. Love, your child.
I'm learning how to sleep again ~ for so long, the anger of the abuse kept me unable to sleep until he left for work. Serious chronic fatigue was my daily experience ~ there is peace and energy that comes with leaving an abusive relationship. There is hope <3