I have made plenty of stupid and pointlessly bad decisions in my life. I have wanted to change some of them and others i quite enjoy looking back on. Sometimes being stupid leads to the best decisions and other times the worst.
I'm not a lier, haven't even looked at your page, talked or thought about you in sometime. :) You a good person, we were just bad for each other no matter how much I don't want to believe that. Hope all is well.