I once had this dream in which I was so happy. I was so happy and everything felt great inside of me. When I woke up, I cried and cried because I hated the reality of my actual life. Thankfully, I haven't experienced that again since I left my abuser.
pretty much all we get lol. Thats why when we sleep (actually sleep...get your mind outta the gutter ;) with someone for the first time....they kinda panic and check that were breathing bc we are so still and silent.