"I suffer in silence. I don't cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It's because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I'm just a screw up with a good heart."
I've had my heart broke by many women but never thought it would be my mother. If the world only knew how much I have cared for you and you neglected me. Actually screw the world if you only knew and you could realize. Letting go
This really hits me deep... Girls like us are often made to feel like we are somehow less "pure" than girls who have good relationships with their dads. I can't say it doesn't bother me because it does. I feel like I did something wrong