I’m sorry For the times I hurt you, for the times I lied to you, and for every other reason you're so angry at me. I know my apologies don't mean shit to you, but aside from that, all I can do is promise to try to be better in the future, if there is a future. I love you.
I want a hug. Why is it only me that can see what there expecting of us is so wrong on so many different levels it shouldn't have to be this hard they never had to go though all this to be together it's so wrong and there's only me that can see . We have to stand together on this or what do we really have I can't carry on livening like this it's making me Ill
Was I still...the best to you? You said before if it's worth anything it was great to be with me like that again. I was a little nervous. Obviously. And I was a little tentative with my kiss because I wanted to be sure that you wanted me...to kiss you. I know you said it was different but not in a bad way? How was it different? And together like that...we...are the best...still.