This is quite wonderful. It's only in the last week that I've been able to understand just how deeply actions mean more than words, and this sums it up perfectly. It's not about 'us' anymore. It's about me, and it's about him. We are entirely separate and it's not up to me to change that anymore... if it will ever change.
'Wait for what you deserve,' as women we need to empower each other. If you have been mistreated by a man/boy, even if he makes you happy please realise that if you spend more time being sad or confused, it's time to leave. You deserve to be happy all the time, at least I do - he never realised that.