I feel this way often... But just continue to be you, every thing is temporary. Be confident in who you are on the inside and show that inner confidence outward, we were all made by Jehovah and he finds you beautiful. You're one of his master pieces (:
Why must i be fat and ugly was my mantra through two eating disorders, anorexia nervosa, bulimia and body image distortions, laxative abuse for over 30 years. Recovering memories of childhood molestation healed the root causes. From that point of soul recovery, I began down a path of whole person healing and set myself free...and now i love, accept and support every inch of my body while I strive to keep it healthy & strong as I age.