They don't even give me a simple hello anymore. The girl I like doesn't even seem to want to talk to me. I can literally see everyone forgetting about me. I'm so tired of being left behind, forgotten, and second best when all I want is to be somebody that'll be remembered. The worst part is that I can't even let myself try to fix things. My stupid anxiety keeps me from changing things that I desperately want to be changed. I'm so done.
I don't think I relate to this in the way most people would...but for me it makes me think of my ulcerative colitis. people say to me "oh you've had it for so long you should be used to it by now" yes I am used to it, but it doesn't mean I'm not still in pain and struggling with it on a daily basis.
If you know a quiet lady - please remind and help her. Small things mean so much - never forget it and never watch a lady hurt. A real ladies tears are precious and rare, remember it and help her to save them. Life is hard, if you can ease pain - do it!! It will be forever cherished by that woman and never ever forgotten. xx
You don't know how much i love you, but i'd forget whats happening now and run right to you, if only you could see and talk to me, but if you wanted to you'd make the same effort as i am now to put a life back together we once had 3 years ago. xZx