I always have I'm so confused right now c I'm sorry it made me isolated myself from you maybe it was to try to make saying goodbye less painful I really don't know because you were always on my mind I really don't know so many things only how much I love and miss you how much this hurts
One day, I'll wake up at three in the morning. I won't be alone, I won't text you or call you. I won't miss you or what to cry. Because, one day, when I wake up at three in the morning, you'll be laying next to me and not miles away.