Toxic people will hurt you and then try to make you feel bad that you are mad or hurt or upset. It's known as blame shifting. Instead of taking accountability for their own actions, they blame you for "having feelings." Abusive people do this
Don't play the victim to circumstances you created. yes, a lot of people think you are a horrible person and want nothing to do with you. that's what happens when you lie to EVERYONE and they find out the truth.
Pretty much my whole life I have been labeled as a bad person because I dig into the truth. I only speak the truth! I apologize if i ever offended anyone with trying to help them see the truth. I do like to smack the truth into folks though.