He wasn't the person who hurt me most. But he shut me out, sent me away & then wondered why I wouldn't (couldn't) come back. And I'm over him. But not quite over the pain and frustration. The wounds are still there.
As much as I want it, I cannot do it. Even if I tried. Nomed would only torment me in my dreams for being so weak as to cry over you when I know I am never going to see you or hear from you again. You abandoned me, and Nomed will never let me forget it.
He never "remembered" all the little things i did for him. It was always, in his eyes, how "horrible" i was to him. I was never good enough. Everything i did was to "betray" him. Said i made him an angry person. Said it was my fault that he treated me badly. Guess what? I've found the courage to let you go. I finally love myself enough to not put up with the likes of someone like you... GFY