He wasn't the person who hurt me most. But he shut me out, sent me away & then wondered why I wouldn't (couldn't) come back. And I'm over him. But not quite over the pain and frustration. The wounds are still there.
I don't compete with anyone and don't compare me with anyone else. I want, and deserve to be, someone's first choice. "I'm not a one in a million kind of girl, I'm a once in a lifetime kind of woman." Treat me good and I'll treat you even better.
There comes a time when you just have to stop letting others who don't make you a priority control you, sometimes you just have to stop caring so much and put more focus on yourself and the people in your life who give you their all.