Relax I love you. I have always loved you and I will always love you. I won't stop because I look in your eyes I'll just know that it was true all these years. We have to stop being scared of this and just trust the love. It's a big moment but once it happens we can start all of this.
Then, Life is too expensive as it only instills pain, grief, regret and fear of losing others and of losing one's own life despite the negativity it inflicts. Someone once said, The only thing better than life is no life at all... That person was Buddha. I am not saying life is bad, but it does teach much negativity, so as I learn to not fear my own death as much since it is inevitable no matter how I feel about it. I have experienced and continue to experience Life, but look to peace after.