Some ppl will never understand me or why I have or do the things I've done/do... U couldn't walk a mile in my shoes... Don't judge... I really don't do half the stuff ppl probably think I do but the stuff I do do it's a reason for it no excuse it is what it is ya know
"...All of you clothe yourselves with humility toward one another because 'God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble. Humble yourselves therefore under Gods mighty hand that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him standing firm in the faith because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is…
Because being mad scares me. I hate how I feel when I'm mad and I don't want to feel that anger towards another person. It's easier for me to feel nothing and indifferent because then I don't have to worry about hurting them with my actions or my words.
Im not giving up until i hear or get something from u saying u r done. But if one day, ONE DAY, I just decided that I can't do this anymore, just please know that I've tried and done my very best. I gave everything just to fight for us. The stress, tears, fights, and sleep less nights, Im honestly, emotionally and physically drained. I may not look like it, bc i dont want ppl to worry. And there's never a day when I cant even stop thinking about you. And i hope u r doing the same on ur end.