I will not speak of who I am. I want to be happy and free, a woman with a man like Shep Huntleigh in one of my arms and a glass of the most expensive kind of liqueur in the other. Is that too much to ask? I should be a lady. I should be proper.
Fail depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion
I wish it were that easy. Just stop? Why thank you. That never occurred to me before, to just be happy and stop. NO, Stop being a condescending asshole. I have depression, I am not depressed. There is a difference.
Quote on anxiety: Note to self: I don't have to take this day all at once, but rather, one step, one breath, one moment at a time. I am only one person. Things will get done when they get done. www.HealthyPlace.com
I'm starting to believe God is punishing me...I'm sorry for not being 'normal' and positive..i'm sorry that at 2 am while everyone is asleep i'm crying with thoughts of suicide engraved in my head...i'm sorry i'm a freak
The me I was about 18 years ago, the me I was before I met him, the me I was before he destroyed every ounce of confidence and self esteem I had, and beat me down until I no longer resembled that person. Then he moved on and left me broken and battered, and always blamed ME
we think ANY emotion will last forever while it is with us. great joy, great depression. no. as the bible says, 'this, too, shall pass,' and every emotion passes. EVERY emotion. the deepest sorry. the most intense joy. they come. they go. and they visit again another time.