You need to let go to feel better about the choices you're making now. The best thing is to let go, walk away and never look back... At the end of the day the memory of a love once known will always be the most beautiful memory that you will have. I will always remember the good and forget the bad.
There will always be things in life that are beyond our control. If we tie our happiness to specific circumstances and rigid outcomes then whatever we can't control becomes a source of stress and other unpleasant emotions. We've got to learn to release our ideal go with the flow find peace in the chaos see the beauty in the mess. Because - there IS beauty in accepting what is appreciating that...
I may not like some of the things I have done. I have accepted them and have used them to change myself. I no longer allow those experiences to keep me down. I no longer remember every little detail. Why keep the negative energy? I have moved on. Find peace, stop dwelling on the past, make a move to find your closure j. My number is still the same. Yell at me if you want. It doesn't hurt me anymore.
"Accept - then act. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it. Make it your friend and ally, not your enemy. This will miraculously transform your whole life." ~Eckhart Tolle~ Power of Now