I Still love him
yeah :'( I hate seeing pictures of him and it makes me remember and think of what he promised me... of what he said. and now he is going on pretending I don't exist nor that I ever was in his life. and that kills me because I try to get over him but all I can do is cry because he obviously doesn't care about or for me anymore... if only he knew how I felt about this, I would feel better because at least he knows what he has caused :'(
I Dont Know why it hurts so much. Maybe I was falling for him. I shouldn't have. I feel like I got hit with a bullet. My heart is heavy and everything hurts. I hate it all and a part of me knew this was going to happen, to ever believe someone would actually care for me. A mistake. I should know better. I should get used to being alone.