I'm sorry for what I said when I was angry, I'm sorry I allowed all this to happen, I'm sorry that I scared you. I'm mostly sorry that I let you and the kids down and hurt you. I would love to still meet with you. I truly am still in love with you. I ask you to please reconsider. I can be civil. If not then I can accept you walking. There is hope. Conversation is so much better than text based conversations. I can heal our family.