Feels like the dark night of the soul where you are caught in limbo between the old and the new. Old ambitions and pleasures have all gone away, but the new way of being has not fully come into existence yet.
"There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious." ~ Carl Gusta by tomsepe, via Flickr