Be your best but don't be discouraged if it doesn't all come together in your time. See farther than you can go. See your children supersede all you accomplish. They are next in line for blessings you are setting up throughout your life.
I'm afraid. He didn't want me before. He told me no. I asked him many times and he didn't answer me. He was silent. I understood though. I didn't mind. I have nothing to offer any more but would smile and listen to him.