Try harder! Because of having bipolar disorder I gave up and walked away from many things. Now I have many regrets. I especially regret not being there for my children when they were young. I let this disorder control me and often isolated myself from the family. I should have tried harder. They are adults in their thirties now and may not need me but if they do I will be there for them. Because I now work very hard at being in control. I love this quote...
Been here for a while now. All of a sudden you give a fuck and want to explain your POV. Did you finally realize you miss me, that you were a douche cause you lied about the simplest things? Does your empathy button finally fucking work again-too much, too little, too late. Does your life suck now? Mine did for quite a while, with you and when I waited for you to grow up. I am fine without you,thank you very much.
And sometimes that person we trust wasn't trustworthy. But that doesn't make your risk any less brave or your own love any less true. The real triumph --the big triumph--is to endure the betrayal and heal enough to take that risk again, to believe in your own strength and resilience enough to risk being hurt again.
I don't think you grasp just how much I don't trust you and never again will. How can someone you once loved so much be such a horrible person? Liar! still lies to some he claims to love. that is the thing that hurts. Says things weren't said or happened. They did. was it right? maybe not but face the truth don't lie!