John (NIV) 10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. 11 “I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
take this time to press into the Father. ask Him to show you what's to be learned. it's in our deepest suffering that means the most when we choose to praise God no matter what. the reward is coming dear friend!