This is makin me speechless. You cant even explain to your best friend how you feel. It's just that feeling, That no one else understands. You don't know how to word it, it's the feeling no one else gets.
Isaiah "Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He. I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you." God will get you through anything. He's the only One who can.