I think every woman needs to learn to not need anyone and to always always be able to hold herself up alone. Nothing wrong with love of being with a man, just learn to keep your independence! Needing and wanting a man in your life is different.
I took a deep breath and let it go. no not the balloon. That upets me, makes me feel a sense of loss(dont know why it always has since I was little. Weird, huh) I let go of all the bullshit & unnecessary chaos. It's made all the difference.
write -- You know, I'm old in some ways - in others, well I'm just like a little girl. I like sunshine and pretty things and cheerfulness, and I dread responsibility. - F Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise