"You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one." Stop thinking about the "what if". Reflect on "what is" and create the "what's next". Be in charge of your life. Start your next chapter. Be the author of your own story.
"Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason." Even if someday it doesn't make perfect sense, it happened for a reason.
Yep, I really did. Woke up and decided I didn't want to do anything because I felt I had to or that I should. Decided I should not live in fear of anything. Decided I should live life the way I want and do things because I want to do them.